Thursday, September 26, 2013

FEARLESS - Part 1 by Mike, Grace and Ryan

Fearless is something that comes from the moment and not something that one can simply have or obtain. Many examples of fearlessness is when one has nothing to lose or when rage clouds your judgment and it is during those times that one can look death in the eye and call himself fearless. Fearlessness cannot just only be seen as “having lots of guts” it can also be considered a form of stupidity. Fear is something that we as humans have to stop us from doing stupid things and to keep us alive. To have this thing that can easily keep us alive removed from us would cause us to do dumb and highly risky things that one should fear.

At the first day of Monticle an example of fearlessness comes from a person named Ryan. He showed fearlessness at the first day when he was told that he was a member of the group, instead of his expected role, a senior. This caused Ryan to have a huge rage in his heart, sparking a sense of fearlessness. He was heated in the moment and did not even fear the instructors. This might sound like a good thing but in reality it is not.  Instructors should be respected and Ryan showed no signs of that because in that instance, he didn’t fear them or the consequences that would result from his actions. In the end being fearless did not benefit Ryan. He ended getting himself in trouble and punished with a strong lecture. 

The second day fearlessness was shown from the general group of Monticle. During this day we were planning our trip across Trans Canada. During this planning period, determination and perseverance settled in. No one was thinking “What if we fail?”, “What would happen if we ran out of gas?”, “What if we just are not good enough to do this trip?”. No one was thinking these thoughts when we first started this adventure. However at night when it was time to rest that is when the fear and these thoughts settled in. However being fearless in this moment has proven to be a good thing. Because of the fear leaving our hearts we were able to focus on the task at hand and was able to do the planning. Even though at night when the fear did settle in, it did not matter as the work was done and we were all prepared for the trip.

On the third day of our trip the exact opposite had occurred. This was the day that we finally set out and reached our first camp at Pancake Bay. At Pancake Bay it was like any other campsite. It looked nice in the brochure and there, but living there is a total nightmare of blood and disease. This is because since we camped really close to the lake there were mosquitoes everywhere. Once people got out everyone had an increasing fear of mosquitoes that only increased by the minute. The only time that this stopped was when people applied bug spray. Even then no one wanted to leave the camp at night in fear of the ferocious bite of the mosquitoes.  The bug spray however gives people a sense of fearlessness in itself. This is because when the bug spray is applied people think that mosquitoes would stop attacking them and many people had the sudden guts to walk without care. Of course the bug spray does not entirely work as mosquitoes still attacked but only less of them were attacking. Once everyone realized this had then grown fearful again. This proves that even certain objects can give people fearlessness in itself although for a time at most.

During the fourth day of the trip a thunderstorm occurred while everyone was sleeping and an act of heroism occurred. Jason woke up at the sound of thunder and alerted Ryan to the issue. Ryan being half asleep did not know there was a thunderstorm, but he took the initiative to go out and close down the tent. Since Ryan did not know what was currently occurring all outside of him you cannot say he was courageous as he did not know what was going on. Another example of fearlessness occurred with Howard. Howard was already severely sick prior to having pizza for dinner. However he still ate the pizza because he did not fear for the fact that this might cause his illness to worsen. This could be seen as another example of how fearlessness had come from an item, specifically pizza. Because of Howard’s love for pizza he was able to ignore the fact that he was sick and succumbed to his desire and crave for pizza.

At the sixth day of our trip a major example of fearlessness had occurred. This is because Billy attempted to drive straight from Saskatchewan to Alberta. However it failed and we ended up at a mall within the Saskatchewan and Alberta borders. Billy had stated that we would be sleeping on the Wal-Mart parking lot. We trusted Billy and without doubting him, we brought out our sleeping mats and went to sleep right there on the parking lot floor. Because we trusted Billy’s abilities we showed no fear in the fact that we were sleeping in the parking lot. This is an example of fearlessness because it was Billy’s great leadership that made it possible for us to just lie down on the parking lot floor and sleep. This showed how not only can moments and objects give people a surge of fearlessness, but people as well.

The eighth day of our trip might just be the greatest example of fearlessness out of them all. At this day a couple of locals in dirt bikes showed up next to us as we were planning the rest of the trip. A really nice person came by and asked if we saw his friend. He told us that his friend was drunk and had just wiped out. After telling us that he left again to look for him. Later, the drunken friend on his dirt bike showed up near us and started revving his engine. When that occurred Billy got up and stated that his friend went to look for him. Even though he left we all knew that they would be causing trouble at night. However we all knew that they were going to come back and maybe attack us at night. Billy called the cops and a park warden showed up to help with guarding the camp in case they do actually commit a crime. Even though it may seem like everyone was scared, it was not actually true. Many people were just worried that our friends would get injured if a confrontation did occur. This shows that through our training many people were able to shrug off such minor fears as bikers and think about protecting their friends. One tent decided to have sentries guarding it and throughout the night the instructors and seniors were also patrolling the area so nothing would go on.

Our group being called fearless can be considered a great honour. This fearless team has shown fear in many examples and they want to work together along this adventure to conquer most of their fears. However other parts of this group can be considered too fearless as well. Ryan, a member of this group might need to learn to fear things in order to stop himself from doing stupid things as a means of survival. Other people like Mike and Grace would wish to conquer their fears so that they can truly be given the name fearless.

Fearlessness is a trait that is incredibly essential to being a leader. Sometimes courage in itself is not enough, as it will always eventually fail in the spur of the moment. To know in the right times to eliminate your fear so it would not be in your way or your train of thought is a highly essential thing to have. Fearlessness however, like all the other leadership traits, is not something one can just have. It takes many years and many different adventures and experiences for someone to truly become fearless. In this essay we showed how fearlessness could be a good think and a bad thing. We have showed how being fearless can make a person strong. It can also make a person stupid. 

So my question dear reader is, is being fearless a good thing?

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